someone does care....

      i've learned a lot these past few years.. through my fakes smiles and unseen tears....that friends sometimes are not forever.. and true love does not always last....
      the good memories stay with u..but moments go fast....
      but someone will always be there..someone who honestly does care....

     i've accepted that we can't be..but i've also accepted that u're going to be that one person i carry with me for the rest of my life.....

     the one that's always going to make my heart jump a little ..n my stomach tie up in knots....

      and u'll always be able to make me happy.....

      no matter how long it's been.....

                                      

someone....

       i want someone who i know  will stay with me when times get tough.....
      someone who hug and kiss when i have enough....
      when i get tired of hearing the same stuff everyday....
      someone to tell me.."baby, it's going to be okay.."

                                         
                                                     
                                                     
  
                             
  

just because....

        because u're the kind of guy who'd laugh at me when i fall...help me up and then whisper "it's okay because i love u..."
       u want to know why i love u?...why i chose u?...because u saw me when i was invisible....
       since the first time u ran your fingers through my hair...since the first time your hugs eased my pain...i knew...there was no one else out there for me....
       u are the kind of guy who used to do stupid things just to make me smile....
       and i'm the kind of girl who needs a guy like u every once in a while....
                                           

                                                     
      

changes....

      change is never easy...u fight to hold on...and u fight to let go....
      breathe..let go...and remind urself that this very moment is the only one u know u have for sure....

                                         

      u know u love someone when u want them to be happy...even if their happiness means that u are not part of it...

      it's when u shed tears for him.. but still u care for him... it's when he ignored u..but u still long for him...

      it's when he starts loving another..and yet u manage a smile and find the courage to say "i am happy for u"....

                                               

it hurts...

      and...if it all falls apart...i will know deep in my heart...the only dream that mattered had come true...
      in this life...i was loved by u...
     
      it hurts when u say goodbye...
      it hurts when u have to leave...
      it hurts when u are gone...
      and i don't think u understand...
      just how much i'm gonna miss u...
      but..i know now...it's better an ending with pain...
      than a pain without ending...


      loving u is what i've learned so easily...trying to forget u is the last thing i could possibly learn ...because i'm deeply in love with u...